The pregnancy

‘There were very few checks during pregnancy’

Realising something was wrong

‘That was the first day that everything switched’

Being told your baby has died

‘I said check again just check again’

The time before giving birth

‘I felt like I didn't want to touch my bump’

The birth

‘My mum was there which was very helpful ’

Spending time with your baby

‘Everyday I went to the funeral home and spent time with him’

Being back at home

‘I’ve blanked it out from my mind really’

Deciding about a postmortem

‘We didn't tell family members’

The funeral

‘I’d never actually gone to a funeral’

Relating to family and friends

‘I couldn’t be around pregnant women’

Grieving

We’re very open with each other’

Remembering your baby

‘Wherever we go he’ll come with us’

Pregnancy after loss

‘Just thinking a lot about Mohammed’

Insights and advice

‘Just acknowledging that it can happen’